… I had just come up the stairs and I had to go down them again.

No, no, your room’s not ready.  You must come back, come back.  Come back between five and six.’  ‘What time is it now?’  ‘It’s half-past ten.’

‘Courage, courage, ma petite dame,’ she says.  ‘Everything will go well.’

I go down the stairs again, clutching the banisters, step by step.

I stop a taxi.  The man looks at me and hesitates.  Perhaps he is afraid I may have my baby in his nice new taxi.  What a thing to happen!

No danger at all, I want to say.  Hours and hours and hours yet, she says.

I get back to the hotel and climb upstairs to my room.  This is a hard thing to do.  Has anybody ever had to do this before?  Of course, lots of people - poor people.  Oh, I see, of course, poor people…. Still, it is a hard thing to do, walking around when you’re like this.  And half-past five is a long time off - centuries of time.

When I climb the stairs again I am not seeing so well.

‘Courage, my little lady.  Your room is ready now.’

A room, a bed where I can lie down.  Now the worst is surely over.  But the long night, the interminable night….

‘Courage, courage,’ she says.  ‘All will be well.  All is going beautifully.’

This is a funny house.  There are people having babies all over the place.  Anyhow, at least two are having babies.

‘Jesus, Jesus,’ says one woman.  ‘Mother, Mother,’ says another.

I do not speak.  How long is it before I speak?