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Posted in USSR April 29th, 2008 by john paul

Hey dudes,

I wrote this poem from a Breece Pancake short story about a serial killer who drives a snow plow. It’s pretty decadent.

Raton the sign read

Think of that buck

Then at the bend

A young feller

With rawhide hair

A nice-looking young feller

Arm and thumb like

Soldiers do

The snow i see

come all the way down to fall like chimera for me

Thanks, he says

He’s a nice young feller,

Hair like buckskin

Teeth straight as a barber’s razor

Says I’m goin’ a Raton

Says it was cold

Nobody wanted a pick me up

An’ ain’t this where

feller show up dead?

Side a the road

Half a his skin peel’d off?

Guess you never can be too careful—

My hand over his mouth,

Find a kidney, knife against that buck

In the dead of night—I see his face

antlers on the wall

No, never too careful.

I lift my foot from the pedal

Chimera like snow

Breaks along the windshield to glide

down below

for me

Yeah, right around here; I think.

Has been a while.

Sure scared folks around here when it happened

all i can think is how straight his teeth were—just a boy;

that buck. Dead of night. Buckskin sheen

Under the lamplight

Of his hair like chimera

Say, I need a look at the map

It’s under the seat—

And while he digs I reach back; wrap my fingers ’round the wrench

But the chimera decides me:

i don’t feel like cleaning up the mess

Nice-looking boy

There’s no map under here, friend

Raton the sign reads 56 miles

The Fable of the Hungry Ghost
Posted in China April 21st, 2008 by Jed

The Hungry Ghost has come to Power. Other Asuras and demons drank at that well before, and gave form to Time before. But now is the Age of the Hungry Ghost, and she is the Flow that he drinks.

The Hungry Ghost drank a Flow. And as he drank, she became all. Her abstraction bound us all to Her. And she bound us to the body of the Ghost.

We lived in the headlands, high in the mountains where the river sprang forth from the wall of ice.

As a child, the Hungry Ghost had a small face on a small head with big juicy blue lips that turned blue when he got cold.

The Hungry Ghost was never a child.  Because he was a ghost. He sprang from History, already grown.

The Hungry Ghost had a giant rotund belly with no organs in it at all, no kidneys or livers or stomachs or bile ducts. Because he was a ghost.

As a child (and the Hungry Ghost was never a child, because he was a ghost), he was always so ashamed of his tiny face and his big lips and his big rotund body and his sometimes bedwetting. No one could understand how he got so fat while everyone else was starving.

And then he found the raw river. He drank of her Flow. And he did so as a sign of Power. And he did so because he needed to, because his belly ached for raw material.  He never again spoke, his lips only concerned with the drink. And so he lost his voice.  Without a voice, he became ashamed again that he had too much belly and not enough face.  He became obsessed with saving Face.

He never found the river, he had always drank that flow. He had already been drinking it. His umbilical chord had never been severed, and it lead to his mouth. Because he had no stomach, because he was a ghost.

As he began to drink more and more, his body began to grow, his flanks to become fertile, and those that lived there began to become rich. So many of us in the headlands simply swam downstream and made our homes on his body, where we also became unconcerned with our feet and then too concerned with our shoes.

As the Hungry Ghost continued to drink, some of us began to wonder why he did not explode beneath our feet. How he could simply swallow all that without ever filling up,. Children asked their parents where all that ever went. Parents, unsure, said that he was a Ghost.

No one of us knew for sure that the Hungry Ghost pees. No-one knows because he keeps it a secret. To save Face. Because he is ashamed that his WASTE is corrosive, poisonous, radioactive. He envelopes vast deposits of the stuff throughout the headlands in containers that he hopes are leak-proof and impervious. Why in the headlands? Because there is only the Land and the Body; there is no-where else to put it. In his shame, he can only hope that the containers stay sealed. They do not. The seepage contaminates the headwaters of the River and the WASTE begins to flow downstream.

The Hungry Ghost has begun to expect that he is drinking his own WASTE. But he must save his face. He must trust in the integrity of his containers.

The Hungry Ghost cannot sustain himself on its own WASTE. The Hunger demands only Raw materials and resources. And so he became sick. His WASTE became thick as sludge and he began to starve. And his face became shiny and slick.

And so, while many of the most naive people were still debating why his body didn’t fill up an explode, the Hungry Ghost was wasting away beneath us.

Where once there was nothing beneath our feet, there was again nothing.  The void had never left us.

No-one saw it coming when the belching began.  Finally at a limit of disgust, the Hungry Ghost began to choke on his own WASTE, began swallow huge dry heaves that shook our cities, while he struggled to take a few more gulps of the rank flow.

Men in suits in tall buildings began to look out of their windows listlessly, dreaming of the jelly art their bodies could paint on the sidewalk below.

And then the vomiting began.  And then, with the vomiting, the breaking-apart began.  There was no where for the vomit to flow, no downstream from the Hungry Ghost, and WASTE continued to pour in from the Headlands.  So it pooled at his feet.  It was corrosive, poison, radioactive.  It ate at his feet.  It broke off his toenails from his toes and then his toes from his feet and his feet from his fat little ankles.  And then the Ghost could no longer support his weight and he collapsed, wretching, into the pool of vomit.  His kneecaps came off of his shins and drifted away.  And as the vomit ate him away, we could see that he had nothing inside at all, and then we understood where we had been living.

Our cities became islands at first, then rafts, then nothing.  Many drowned.  Rumor says that a few of us managed to swim back to the corrupted headlands.

And so now I am back to being I, and I am an island, floating on a sea of WASTE.  The river has been dammed and she lies stagnant, as do I, far from her cooling flow, penning mindless fables.

An Absinth Page
Posted in USSR April 13th, 2008 by Tongue-tied Lightning

(This is not a poem, I wrote it in my notebook and it has to look this way, the columns have to be narrow.)

One survives as a matter
of course. This is not up for
discussion. Birds in the background,
they I like. No cause for
concern. But a woman’s voice
is different. It goes farther.
And so what is a.

In the times when I was
young I was much the same
as now. As enclosed and
quietly friendly. A man once
said to me Beautiful it was
when I was a child. Now it
is a tragedy.

Superfluous he said. Those
girls. I think I came to the
park. Yes of course, and
there are people everywhere.
Dutching about the day.
Not particularly exasperated.
What would it be to be the
same.

The girls I said, I
think I smirked. It was
after the store where I bought.
I came out and twigged my
legs then. Whatever that means.

Licentiates one and all.
Sometimes correct and sometimes
mistaken. As a matter of
course. And so when I
looked back I said school
girls when actually they were
the approach. I was too
fixated then. Too earnest
to attract, to make a good
show. Christ. It wasn’t
what he said that made
him so.

And so what is a. Yes
many people here and flowers
too. And one over there.
Is she. But behind glasses.
Always! These and the
barbers where they go and
in the windows idealimages
and then they come out and
they are ready to. The night to.
Out and they go there to.

Is she, I swear. Look away.
There are birds in the trees,
it is not a cloudy day. “Well
hello, yes, it was indeed
and so, no go on, ah well
yes certainly it is, but, oh
well you see, ah me too!”

Yes it is certain she. And
so what is, and yes I
do not mind. I rejoice
in admixture. She is looking.
I am certain. You know
this now; remember.

As a matter of course. I
came here well I know not what
for. To sit and be stilled.
It was the shake, it was
mad on the street where
the approach and. All
licentiates, one and all, all
just only. She again. Christ.
I am not prurient she is
looking. All just only making
an argument for. But I am
getting hungry now.

Posted in USSR April 7th, 2008 by Inga

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Posted in USSR April 3rd, 2008 by Inga

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untitled. charcoal on paper, 38 x 52″